Sunday, February 20, 2011

Remember Today 2.20.11

{remember} doing a little soul searching, being at conflict with myself and my role/purpose. 

Why do we as mothers
need to face the struggle
of choosing
ourselves and our dreams
over the
care and raising
of our children? 

Having a hard time finding
a good balance
and striking
a happy harmony. 

Feelings of selfishness and guilt.

Why can't I just sit back
and enjoy these mothering years
and not want to search for more? 

These years are so fleeting,
and I know deep down
the time for me
to pursue my dreams will come,
but what if it won't. 

What if my time is now? 
What if waiting
will make it too late?

1 comment:

Kayla said...

Your time is now. You have such a gift...the balance will come and your family will be richer for it. That is my mantra for you:)